the album used as the background, is
hit me up.
i change my layout a lot but i update this page whenever i do. lmfao. uhhhh.if you don't have discord, twitter is the best bet. that's it i don't really use jack shit else #Damn
i make trippy art.
simple as. 3DCG mostly. sometimes even like graphic-designy or...whatever. wegh
i also make music.
i use ableton live 11 suite (or, more rarely, reason 10.)sometimes i even post a silly video of me doing this to twitter-either with the timeline view in the program on, or a direct capture of a cool visualizer.
sooo here we are:
eireann kariuki strider gravity
hadron, vista/vistaurora, solitaire, astro, altair, hwoon, KSG, blizzy/blizzaga also work.
i'm 23, born june 15, 2000
pan-african. nonbinary (it/she)
my sexuality is that i like people and sometimes i dont
regarding brain stuff, um. possible autism + OSDD-1B + complex post-traumatic stress disorder. confirmed bipolar disorder, type I.
i was born into a high-control group/cult called the nation of islam. my upbringing wasn't completely isolated from the outside world but was significantly enough to where i'm. i'm just different. that being said, i'm generally behind the times culturally and i kind of don't fucking know what i'm doing ever socially so i just ask you to be patient with me if you so desire, i guess. odds are if i've said something weird or shitty i didn't mean it, i just don't know what the fuck i'm doing ever. sorry.my vibes are like explicitly either psychedelic trippy bright stuff or really like edgy sharp dark stuff if that Makes Sense. shows in the content i retweet.my interests are generally mostly eccentric but you'll catch me posting music i like, THUG Pro stuff, anime (mostly shonen i think), music production clips, photos i take, and i try to joke around too (sometimes, pretty rarely it gets super big.) im generally up to a lot so it's hard to sum that up here, just ask me if you wanna know more
BEHOLD
favorite WHAT?
be prepared. walls of text ahoy
sure lets do it
kind of stuff i like to watch
shonens & action cartoons. i like action a lot
i like absurd comedy stuff like eric andre and aqua teen hunger force quite a lot
horror tv shows or horror movies. like the weird stuff
martial arts movies i need to get back into
also kaiju movies i need to start going over again. so if you have recommendations. then
kinds of youtube videos i watch
horror shit.
goanimate videos (they're awesome lol)
quieter lets players or lets players who play obscurer games
drama documentary videos i guess youd call em
visual effects and film related cool stuff
game reviews of older games and weirder games etc
cartoon related youtubers too!
oh wow i forgot some notable videogames & franchises etc i like
but also here:
OMORI (fav)
yume nikki (& fangames)
disgaea
persona
yume nikki (also yume 2kki, .flow)
undertale & deltarune
simcity
dragon ball z budokai tenkaichi 3
dragon ball z xenoverse 2
tony hawk's pro skater
thug pro
garry's mod
minecraft
kingdom hearts
DOOM
jak & daxter
ratchet & clank
spyro 1-3
lsd dream emulator
hylics
nuclear throne
polybius
rez infinite
sonic the hedgehog (specifically 3 and knuckles lol)
silent hill
resident evil
call of duty black ops 2 SPECIFICALLY. (lol)
THIS IS NOT EVERYTHING FOR...any of the different kinds of Thing i listed, trust mehuge fan of cool character designs overall i should note. i also love SCP, also worth noting. alternate reality games in General get me tempted too
regarding music...uhh
i've heard over 2,000 albums.
here's, 64 i identify with.
ALWAYS AND FOREVER OPEN TO RECOMMENDATIONS! WOW! i aint even list everyone it just be like that
gravity.sys
REALIZED: NOVEMBER 2023
the short of it: i'm plural.i don't just have, one inner voice. there's many, alters within my mind who all communicate independently of each other, rather fluently. i hope you can see the amount on the next page, if you're really interested.(it seems to constantly be going up.)it's...very, extremely likely that i have OSDD (Other Specified Dissociative Disorder, specifically 1a or 1b. currently, hard to tell?...) noting that, even considering everyone's roles, they're all rather fluid with what they do and how they operate. roles are potentially subject to change accordingly depending on how things just, go.very grateful for all of them. my life has been so much better since i realized i was...yeah.anyway uh list of us ahead
e:\gv_sys\dir\
ALTERS: 68
YES THAT FUCKING MANY
images are interactive. click on one to find out more about one of us. when you get to the actual page,
click on the profile image again to go back.
NOTING: THERE IS GOING TO BE A PROPER, LIKE REFRESH OF ALTER/ALTER CONNECTION SHIT AS IT RELATES TO ROLES AND WHATNOT SO NOT EVERYTHING WILL CONNECT CONCISELY FROM DIFF PAGE TO DIFF PAGE FULLY WHILE WE SORT THAT OUT #WHOOPS
Hosts:
superusers:
executive assembly:
assembly assistants:
assistant supporters:
front buddies:
the rest of the team:
PROTECTION UNIT:
the prisoners.
no one here means well. there's a likelihood they can at least be pacified, but we doubt (for now) that they can be rehabilitated.they bring great pain to us all. especially the host.
🖥 eireann. 🖥
additional names: hadron, vista / vistaurora, solitaire
roles: host
pronouns: it/she
genres: TRY ME. i'm open minded! promise. well i guess this is relevant also
favorite song: Flying Lotus - Breathe Something / Stellar Star
(vague) bio: uhh im lively as fuck and i try to be laid back but im freakin out all the time LMFAO it be like that idk #Whatever (bigger bio is here also)
🖤 touya, tenko, sol, spinny, dissy, undyne, xiao, sunspot, jadeite 🖤
infinity.
additional names: solitaire, flow, nimbus, darkbolt
important: i am not an "alter." i was not created. i exist as erin's inner voice. beyond having "always been here," my genesis was within her birth, as opposed to later periods of her life.
roles: administrator, co-host, isolator (when shit is just...DIRE), (system + alter "creator." there isn't a term for this, as far as we can tell), emotional regulator (everything. i work with everyone), emergency fronter, architect
pronouns: any
genres: try me. i'm open minded-guaranteed. do pay heed to this resource, however
favorite song: Sea of Dogs - Licking my Wound
bio: identical to my other, but far, more clear-headed. not sure what else to say other than that.
🌷 Hi, I'm Aberdeen! 🌷
Additional Names: Deeny! or Abby!
Roles: Mother Figure (to Rinny!, working with Marsti!), Sysparent (to Del-Del, Fluorrie!, Rou!, Nullie & Retina!), Caretaker, Reassurer, Housekeeper, Comfortive
Pronouns: She/Her
Genres: Downtempo, Ambient (sometimes!...), Synthwave, Synthpop, Chillwave, Shoegaze, Dream Pop, Indie Rock, Neo-Soul, R&B. (I overlap a lot with Metta too!)
Favorite Songs: venturing - Aberdeen Dream Sequence (Where I got my name from!) + DJ Sabrina the Teenage DJ - This Is For The Lovers (My favorite song, period!) + Games - Strawberry Skies + Com Truise - Subsonic & Cyanide Sisters + Washed Out - Feel it all Around & Belong + George Clanton - Never Late Again + Tycho - Adrift & Awake & Montana, Neon Indian - Mind, Drips
(I don't want to clutter things-eel free to ask me about other songs I enjoy!)
About Me: I'm like Eireann, Deluxe, Fluor, Rou & Vertex's mom! Generally, rather mom-like within the system! I'm pretty...straight forward? But, I love to get whimsical too!
I think I generally don't appear super super often, but feel free to...SUMMON me! I like phrasing it like that, LOL!
>_null.christ
additional: null, saturday, bandit, dagger, reset, layer
roles: big, (older!) brother + sister combo figure (to hadron :D), nostalgia holder (2004-2012), front buddy, soother, pacific, emotional regulator, eresian (abby is a rad-ass mom, hawks is a super chill dad...guy (lolol)), sysling to jump + fluor + vertex + rou.
pronouns: any!
bio: everything hadron looked up to. sorta combined essence of like, what was there vs what was idealized i guess. i dunno, i'm just hangin out
type of music i like: whatever frm. both the past and the present that reminds erin of chilling with her older brother and (nb sibling term goes here) 💚
but, generally: vocaloid stuff, jp math rock, complextro, anime & nerd rap shit (lol), indietronica, downtempo, french house, inst. hip hop (the shi that samples jazz n stuff i guess lol), whatever just sounds like anime-sounding stuff just send my way ✌
big-ass song list cause erin's
letting me make it long for some reason:
Astroblur - song about saturdays (FAV!)
Astroblur - galveston island oni-con 2011
DBZ: Budokai Tenkaichi 3 OST - Innocent World
Utada Hikaru - Sanctuary (KH2 opening ver.)
Nujabes - Feather (ft. Cise Starr & Akin)
Yuyoyuppe - Palette
Katamari Damacy OST - Lonely Rolling Star
B-Complex - Beautiful Lies
Aqua Timez - Velonica
Toby Fox + Samm Neiland + Clark Powell - Moonsetter
Klaypex - Chinter's Will (ft. Sara Kay)
Cave Story OST - Moonsong
Caravan Palace - Clash
Gorillaz - 19-2000
C!erra My$t - Angelic Network
Tenchio - Projector
Porter Robinson - Sea of Voices (Galimatias Remix)
lumo - パラレルレイヤー feat. 初音ミク & VY2
Drainpuppet - Sleep Well // Vivian's Lullaby
Mndsgn - LitoBito(U)
Drainpuppet - Flecks
Dorian Concept - J Buyers
Fax Gang - Reality / Dreams (ft. ALIEN DAYS)
Rav - YOU FUCKERS WERE ASKING FOR THIS ONE
Porter Robinson - do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do
Rav - Addlerall (ft. Scuare)
Mndsgn - TXT MSGS
Nujabes - Aruarian Dance
Drainpuppet - PHOTON RAIN
Heatace - LOVEDATA
Young Montana? - Summer's Lament
I'M JUMPSLASH,
💥 MOTHERFUCKER! 💥
OR: OBLIVION!!! Additionally: CRISIS, DELUXE, GRENADE/NADE
(oblivion i kinda wanna go by proper within enough time just a heads up i guess. i'll still be ok w/ being called jump thoegh #flududiitiy)roles: middle, (younger) brother figure (to erin), nostalgia holder (2008-2014), front buddy, eresian (aberdeen is pretty much my mom & hawks is my dad-adjacent caretaker guy), sysling to fluor + retina + rou + dagger, emotional processor, bitch, emotional holder & experiencer (happiness & excitement but also anger & frustration. assisted by undyne , mewtwo & lapis , so i don't fucking pop off too much), confidence holder (personality-related)
pronouns: he/they
genres: trap metal, hella types of trap, hella types of hip hop, rare phonk, hyperbounce, brostep, hardwave, complextro, future bass, metalcore, alt metal, NOTHING BUT AGGRO SHIT. VAULT IT AT ME WITH FULL SPEED AND I WILL FUCKING CATCH IT, FIST PUMP AND WE WILL FUCKING MOSH TOGETHER DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME
all this shit is some motherfucking heat:
Astroblur - a love of dying misanthropy (FAV SONG !!!)
carbine - lightaway (ft. bixby) + end theory
bring me the horizon - anthem
skrillex - reptile / reptile's theme
lucy bedroque - infinitude // uroboros + hydroxycut
teneki - bullets + waveshell + neo subculture
rise against - savior
dreamshade - your voice
the x-ecutioners - it's goin' down (ft. mike shinoda + mr. hahn)
afghan raiders - future thinkers
ratatat - one
xyz - wrongs (w/ nate)
araabMUZIK - AT2
she - Atomic
Machine Girl - Dumbass!! + うずまき
Five Star Hotel - Tin Dreams + Pendant
Free.99 - Trans Riot Music
i aint include everything and idk if i wanna even list everything bcs that shit would be eons long lmfao idk i might change my mind just ask me abt songz i like tbh
yup: I AM THAT MOTHERFUCKER AND I WILL ALWAYS BE THAT MOTHERFUCKER TIL THE GODDAMN HEAT DEATH TO WHICH I WILL PREVENT WITH MY FUCKING SUPERPOWERS I KNOW ILL GET EVENTUALLY BECAUSE IM THE BEST ALWAYS FOREVER IT IS MY GODDAMN DESTINY TO GO AS HARD AS POSSIBLE AT EVERY FUCKING MOMENT I DO NOT PLAY AROUND WITH THIS SHIT
im rou hai :3 🧃
roles: little, innocence holder, sister figur 2 rinie, sysling to jump, fluor, retina & null, eresian (aberdeen is mi momie & hawkies is liek my papa sorta sorta sorta o_o) nostalgia holder (2002/2003-2008)
pronouns: she/her
genres: hypnagogic pop, ambient, video game OSTs
favorite songs: Magic Eye - Holy, Sonic Mega Collection Plus OST - History, Klonoa + Klonoa 2 OST - Save Game, Lockbox - Keychain
hewwo: im nice litol girlie hiiiiii im erin inner kiddie i gues. i like 2 have fun and drink juice! we can be friends! weeee
in somno mori
f.k.a.: "sam" (as in "sam howell", like, scp-3812. fun(?) fact)
roles: persecutor
pronouns: he/him
warning: the core nightmare. THE MOST DANGEROUS ALTER WE CONSIDER "MALICIOUS" UNINTENTIONALLY OR INTENTIONALLY. no matter what agony resides, his reactions are unreasonable, the intensity of what he does is lasting, and. he really wants our host dead. he just wants to die. all the time. no matter the cost.
as of april 2024: responsible for four suicide attempts + one planned suicide (resisted), many self-harm episodes from 2013-2023 (mental, and physical)
(RE-AWAKENED. REGARDLESS, TO STILL BE KEPT AT BAY FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE THRU RAPID-SPLITTING. WHATEVER IT TAKES.)
🔥 yo, i'm Dabi. 🔥
additional name: touya todoroki.
roles: front buddy, trauma holder, protector, caregiver, emotional regulator (familial trauma-related...anything? a lot of the time. i go well with kaneki too.), comfortive
pronouns: he/it
genres: metalcore, rap metal, emo...anything, alt metal, hard rock, basically anything industrial, math rock, a lot of other shit just tell me dude i dont give a shit. i got a lot of overlap with shigz & big red though.
favorite song: 3-way tie between bring me the horizon - drown, linkin park - papercut, & dj shadow - building steam with a grain of salt
bio: backbone of sorts. i guess i hold erin's familial trauma n shi. i'm pretty chilled out though. well, most of the time.
🖤 solitaire, shiggy, sol, spinel, dismas, undyne, xiao, sunspot, jadeite 🖤
🦅 birdbrain 🦅
🛸 salutations. i am fluorette. 📚
additional name: fluor
roles: core-level (overall) syllogist + archivist + rationalizer + internal self helper (co-operative lead effort with sollux), emotional processor:
syllo-archivist lead, aiding cyno. peri works under my leadership.
especially assisting erin(2), night, sally + penumbra, mewtwo + ashura, fumikage + shadow, lapis + seven & testament.
sysling to jump + rou + retina + dagger, sister figure to erin, eresian (aberdeen is my mother. keigo is my sort-of dad.)pronouns: she/her
genres: idm, ambient, techno, ambient techno, progressive electronic, a lot of experimental music, generally. (surprise me!)
favorite songs:
WISP - Untethered
Emeralds - Candy Shoppe
Vegyn - Debold
OPN - Returnal
Vector Lovers - Simulant
Aphex Twin - IZ-USbio: i love going on the computer. especially, to learn information. that is very fun.
Tomura Shigaraki.
Additional Names: Shiggy, Shigz
Roles: Trauma Holder, Comfortive, Protector, Symptom Holder
(CPTSD. Specifically, anything as relates to distrust towards humanity & the world, sometimes even friends. I align & overlap...a lot with Kaneki, and assist a lot!) I help Raven, Mewtwo & Umbra with things, too!Pronouns: He/It
Genres: Atmospheric Black Metal, Depressive Black Metal, Shoegaze (emo-infused especially), Atmospheric Drum & Bass, Drone, Ambient + Dark Ambient, Wave, more, too. A lot of taste overlap with Dabi actually!
Favorite Songs: Sadness - In the Distant Travels & Quannnic - Stick (ft. kmoe)
About Me: I am home to an incredibly, incomprehensibly intense darkness. Although, not all-enveloping, still...notably, very large... Holder of cult-related, interpersonal, and illness-related trauma. My heart, was once shrouded in shadows. Not anymore, not ever again...
🤍 Hadron, Dabi, Sol, Spinel, Dismas, Undyne, Xiao, Sunspot, Jadeite 🤍
hello, i am solaeire. 🌌
additional names: aeir, sol
roles: overlord: (leader, manager, overseer, gatekeeper, protector, caregiver,) parental figure:
(abstract, ...dad-esque? of no real relation, which...does help?... hehe)
also: emotional regulator, perceptionalist, comfortivepronouns: they/them
genres: anything.
favorite song: ulla straus - seed v.1
description: from, beyond. bestowed upon my host, and the inhabitants of the gravity system, by an unknown force. i feel a strong drive to protect, a desire to oversee. my attachment to my host i did not expect to feel, the way i do, but i welcome it. i welcome anyone who desires to treat me fairly, despite where i come from, i suppose.
💙 eireann, touya, tenko, spinel, dismas, undyne, xiao, sunspot, jadeite 💙
CALL ME VANITAS.
additional name: vani
roles: trauma holder, comfortive, emotion processor:
(specifically, as it relates to grief. i work under acedia, & atom my role is variable, generally pretty fluid.)pronouns: they/it
genres: wave, witch house, plugg + plugg 'n' b (sorta?...), post-hardcore, digital hardcore, cybergrind (need to get into this and post-hardcore more, admittedly), cloud rap, ...go peep dabi, shiggy, & jump's pages n just scan thru those if you want, we got shared interests. not everything though? you can just ask me stuff.
favorite songs: lilac - fever dream + distress + serene, shlohmo - apathy, blank body - wild enough, dr0wng. - dredge & rot, bruhmanegod - wrath attraction (prod. ak), avenade - closed fists and battle antics (i fucking hate this guy but this song cranks), quannnic - snarky, asian glow - nails & one may be harming, blackwinterwells - weakness & omen & hearse (ft. funeral), five star hotel - fail safe & dissociation & habitable zones, lucy bedroque - infinitude // uroboros
not everything. might update with a list later or smn. just ask me what i like otherwise.
bio: darkness incarnate. but i'm pretty lax about shit. hit me up if you want, i don't bite.
💗 Hiii! I'm Spinel. 💗
roles: comfortive, love holder, emotional regulator
partna'd the hell up with elwurd!!!pronouns: she/it
genres: LIVELY POPPY MUSIC! And...Other kinds? (If it's peppy, I can dig it, you betcha! I can't guarantee I'll like everythin' though.)
favorite songs: Caravan Palace - Star Scat & Jamie Paige (ft. ODDEEO) - It's 2013 Again + Madeon - No Fear No More + Mystery Skulls - You
bio: I'M HERE TO PAINT THE TOWN RED!
💗 RINNY BINNY!!!, Scarbro!, Glowhair!, Quasartwink!, Daggerboy!, Aquamuscle!, Tofuspear!, Shadowbeef! 💗
🌯 uhhh "level" lmao 🍕
roles: front buddy, emergency fronter, comfortive, pacific (werkin w/ wingboi & big z), emotional regulator (the chillous viber), delight (big 'laxin), nostalgia holder (good times vibin out over the years), confidence holder (host's gender identity, down-to-earth demeanor (in contrast with anxiety issues))
pronouns: she/they
genres: i guess more soft or abstract hip hop, cloud rap, instrumental hip hop (many kinds, but "l.a. beat scene"-esque wonky & adjacent stuff especially), chopped & screwed, psychedelic or trippy-sounding...anything. i overlap a fuckton w big z and its awesome as hell. uhhh other stuff too prob
not all of my fav songs but a bunch: scroll down for mine here also its genuinely a lot LMFAO
if i had a tumblr the url would be "top-ramen-wiki." every fuckin day i wish i had takis delivered to my door step for free. i would store them in my swag dimension. lmfao im just puttin anythinf here wh ogive a shit
(merged, with nuke.)
role: comfortive, trauma holder, symptom holder
(psychosis, chronic paranoia, cptsd: the freeze response + ongoing dissociative tendencies, persecutory delusions, hypervigilance, emotional dysregulation)pronouns: they/he/she/it
genres: just send me anything dark ig. uh, i like a lotta the same stuff dabi and shigaraki does, ...... but not the same stuff jump does though.
favorite songs: tim hecker - dungeoneering & seireasong - the end
bio: delusion pincushion. unending instability but. it's not as bad as you'd think, i guess
Dismas
roles: gear, anchor (overall health), conductor/steward (juggling with jadeite), anchor, emotional regulator, emotional processor, comfortive, intermediary
pronouns: he/they/it
genres: A bunch of different types of metal. Unsure as to what else, feel free to ask
favorite songs: Counterparts - Ocean of Another + Cherished
about me: Here to help. Talking's fine too
🧡 Vista, Dabi, Shigaraki, Solaeire, Spinel, Undyne, Xiao, Sunspot, Jadeite 🧡
IT'S UNDYNE!
🌑 i go by "nuke." 🌑
additional name: acedia.
roles: comfortive, existential distractor, emotional regulator, emotional processor, symptom holder (for a lot)
pronouns: it/they/xe
genres: ...i suppose, anything brooding, whether quiet, or loud. more, abstract songs (no matter the mood, i think? feel free to try me.) are a plus, as well.
favorite songs:
Lorn - Sega Sunset
DJ Shadow - Stem / Long Stem
C!erra My$t - Dead. Gone. Nowhere
deadmau5 - Acedia (from "7")
Emeralds - The Cycle of Abuse
Tim Hecker - Dungeoneering
SeireaSong - The End
Vektroid - He Wanted to Read the Mind of God
Shlohmo - Hopeless + Watching a Video
Teen Suicide - cop graveyard
instupendo - 6:47
SPURME - Hope (ft. TheAster)bio: lack of emotion & the frigid void of unfeeling has led to my genesis, my creation. within the anguish, is my home. i know it very well.
...
i exist, housing a feeling beyond grief. i hope to help anyone around me, who experiences similar.
XIAO
roles: anchor (regarding grief), core protector (assisted greatly by satoru & his assists), emotion holder and regulator (anger & fear), emotional protector, nostalgia holder (overall), trauma manager (overall), comfortive, emotional processor:
(regarding anything & everything, but i work closely with nuke, atom, kaneki, karkat, fumikage & tokoyami, and what they focus on, primarily. shard additionally, too.)pronouns: they/he
genres: anything that erin enjoys. that and, well...it's complicated. i just like what i like.
favorite songs: it's quite a few.
bio: i have been around, for a while. i've done more than you'd think. (yet, another protector.) i hope my demeanor doesn't intimidate you. i'm trying to be more sociable than i used to be.
🍃 erin, dabi, shigaraki, sol, spinel, dismas, undyne, sunspot, jade 🍃
my (xiao's) favorite songs.
i like them on their own, but they remind me a lot of erin, from what inspires her, to what brings her great comfort, in general, but especially in times of need.this is entirely an act of love, for my host. i only want to protect and nurture her for, as long as we are here.
astroblur - darkbolt canyon + chalice of memories + ghostly imprint + dark blue + challenge of direction + galveston island + song about saturdays
utada hikaru - sanctuary (as used in kingdom hearts 2's opening)
toby fox, samm neiland, clark powell - moonsetter
neo petal - no hate is a cold star + sink
trickr00m - rune mysteries
bod [包家巷] - i don't miss you + sleeping alone + my hypergraphia + dedicated to beerwizard + dedicated to year0001 + if warp doesn't sign me i'm quitting music
young montana? - summer's lament
former hero - dogyears
bonobo - kiara
boards of canada - a is to b as b is to c (live vers)
snowblower - schizophrenia diagnosis
c!erra my$t - should i kill you? + angelic network
yuyoyuppe - palette
reserv - blue-tone veins + under the willow
teebs - shoouss lullaby
fax gang - reprieve + reality / dreams (ft. alien days)
porter robinson - do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do + sea of voices (galimatias remix)
lapalux - swallowing smoke (alternate version)
lifeformed - upside down stalagmite
prefuse 73 - it's crowded
instupendo - comfort chain + cinderella
madeon - no fear no more
drainpuppet - humans are the scariest people (instrumental) + out of it / with you + sleep well // vivian's lullaby
form & shape - ascend
jane remover - champ
kuku - aperture
tgwog - eternal rest place + end soundtrack3
tirestires - new suburb + pvr
unnholy - one wish
sea of dogs - licking my wound + unrequited + sabbath I
seven lions - strangers (ft. myon + shane 54 + tove lo)
🌞 Sunspot! 🌞
roles: comfortive, mood booster, beauheur, emotional regulator, delight (crazy-ass shenanigans!)
pronouns: he/they
genres: UHHH anything like dancey or poppy i guess!!! nothin rly dark or TOO edgy soundin though thats not my thing! > . <
favorite songs:
Washed Out - Soft
Lone - Airglow Fires + Endlessly
Washed Out - Hard To Say Goodbye (Lone Remix)
Jaron - NOWNEVER + WIRES222 + Love (In Every Single Way)
METAROOM - GOD RACE
Drainpuppet - luvvvvvv
Chalices of the Past - Slow Dance (Slow Dance)
marshall4 - stfu.wav + undercover + m.m.h.b.c.
Olswel - 12345 Dubstepmy mission!!!: 2 SPREAD LUV WHEREVER I GO,,,, YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BABAYYYYY
🌞 RINNY!!!, DABI!!!, SHIGARAKI!!!, SOLAEIRE!!!, SPINEL!!!, DISMAS!!!, UNDYNE!!!, XIAO!!!, JADIE!!! 🌞
HELLO, I'M KARKAT.
roles: rationalizer, comfortive, emotional processor + regulator:
anger & frustration, overall. Aided greatly by red.
mewtwo & ashura also assist me in ensuring shit does not go crazy.
pronouns: he/him
genres: NOT SURE. YOU CAN SEND ME WHATEVER, CAN'T GUARANTEE I'LL LIKE IT.
song i really like: (SHRUG)
biography: ...I HAD A LOT GOING ON AT A POINT IN MY LIFE BUT, I'M BETTER NOW. NOW THAT I'M...I GUESS, HERE, I MIGHT AS WELL MAKE MYSELF USEFUL.
‼️ SOLLUXANDER + EIREANN ‼️
atom & nuke house & deal with:
depression (overall, entire life.)
rejection-sensitive dysphoria
the freeze response
psychosis + persecutory delusions
ongoing dissociative tendencies
chronic paranoia, & hypervigilance
emotional dysregulation
we work closely with xiao, atom (me and them...pretty much have the same role/goal), ulquiorra, kaneki, and assist vanitas regarding this, as well as regulating her (erin's) day-to-day regarding her depressive tendencies.receiving additional help from sally & umbra (collaborative psychosis prevention), mewtwo & ashura (regarding inappropriately-placed anger, generally speaking), tokoyami & shadow (to help host out regarding her "inner demon" complex of sorts), and lapis & 7 (ensuring she has as normal levels of trust as possible to not run into...horrid situations involving anyone, esp. people close to her.)this only really warranted its own page because, it really made the carrd formatting look strange. we really are just up to a lot, huh.
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roles: core-level (overall) syllogist + archivist + rationalizer + internal self helper (co-operative lead effort with fluor), comfortive, emotional processor:
syllo-archivist lead, under cyno. donnie is my wingman. (shoutout)
especially assisting erin(2 ... lol), night, sally + penumbra, mewtwo + ashura, fumikage + shadow, lapis + seven & testament.
pronouns: he/they
fav. genres: idm + drill 'n' bass, detroit techno, glitch, trance, progressive electronic, deconstructed club
other genres i like: drum & bass, dubstep (not brostep, but that's cool too,) ambient, ukg, breakbeatall-timers:
Aphex Twin - On (µ-Ziq Mix)
Lorenzo Senni - Rave Voyeur
Yves Tumor - Honesty
Clark - Growls Garden
Gold Panda - Mayuri
Aphex Twin - Vordhosbnstudy: learning information is cool. especially on the computer. that is very fun.
🌈 Welcome !!! I am Retina !!! 🎨
other names: vertex, spectra
roles: sibling figure (to hadron), eresian (aberdeen is my mother!!! hawks is my dad-adjacent parental figure!!!), sysling to jump + fluor + rou + dagger, battery, artist + memory holder (related to art, art inspiration & abilities specifically), music holder, musicnaut, emotional holder & experiencer (wonder, curiosity, awe), confidence holder (personality + creative spontaneity, & skills overall!)
pronouns: any
fav. genres: ANYTHING but especially experimental stuff!
big big tunes: oh sweet baby its a BIGGUN!
me!!!: Duo Duo Duo! ERIN'S CREATIVE CORE! Her inner ... ARTBEAST?! HALF of the brains of Astroblur! i see!! the good in so many THINGS! ...beauty in the mundane, potential complexities within the simplistic...so much. there is so much, everywhere...so many things, all the time...
and, no, this isn't everything!!!!!! not even close!
rise - dot dot dot
heccra - roses for darth vader
tirestires - wedding dress rehearsal
marshall4 - comet
clust.r - vanilla + proud + your house
adonis - czas zamknąć oczy gwiazdom
jane remover - homeswitcher (ft. kmoe)
音師竹内 - 「青光」
daniel saylor - ashes into rivers (part II) + downtown
ulla - popping out
hyphyskazerbox - you're backwards + i am isolation + when
windows 98のご紹介 - キャバ嬢
sea of dogs - licking my wound
yyu - under that
osamu sato - funky solution (jimi tenor mix)
§E▲ - for nobody
c!erra my$t - should i kill you + angelic network
clarence clarity - will to believe
selling - keeping txme
gold panda - you + same dream china + before we talked + you (pt. 2) + brazil + chiba nights + pink and green
xxyyxx - fields + never leave
graham kartna - family tree maker '95 (ft. foodcourt97
puppygirlsoulja - skirt (ft+co-prod telescape)
metaroom - god race
lapalux - flower
com truise - chemical legs + vhs sex
yung skrrt - let's go + moscow (wii u)
the newcomer - tired earth
delroy edwards - numbnuts hymn + butterflies
dean blunt - as long as ropes unravel fake rolex will travel
flume - ezra
antoje - ten pm + scout 1080 + untitled
vhs head - body magic
clams casino - i'm god (ft. imogen heap)
pale sketcher - seventh heaven + the rainy season + drag your feet
oneohtrix point never - child soldier + sleep dealer
infinity frequencies - pulses
dante mars ajeto - messages + inseparable + november + 7e8c8f_eyes
dorian concept - j buyers
blank banshee - visualization
ask me whatever about what else might qualify!!!!! i should be able to answer
(yes yes!)
❄️ What's good. I'm Jadeite. ❄️
Nickname: Jade
Roles: Anchor (Overall Health), Steward #1/Conductor (I juggle with Dismas + Collaborate with Marsti, Hawks & Karkat) Vital, Hygienist, Caregiver, Emotional Regulator (I work with Nuke, Atom & Xiao regarding this) + Processor (Everything related to Self-doubt, especially as it relates to executive functioning), Confidence Holder (Also executive functioning-related), Comfortive
Pronouns: They, or He
Favorite Genres: Shoot anything that just sounds "dimly-lit" my way, if that makes any sense. Doesn't really matter the genre, I think. I tend to overlap with Vani, Nuke & Tomura, though.
All-Timers:
Yves Tumor - Limerence (Extended)
Night Lovell - Dark Light + Beneath
Drainpuppet - The Orb
Lilac - Vacant (ft. Lovbug)
Young Montana? - Summer's Lament
Orchid & Blackwinterwells - Miasma
Glitchtrode - Tell me why... + Remorse.
Shlohmo - Places
Yerbby - SerenadeMy deal: Hi. My host can struggle with daily functioning, and confidence in daily functioning (it's a lot,) I'm here to remedy that. Bedrotting is a bitch, so this is really important.
...I also think she's really cute.💘 Eireann, Dabi, Tomura, Solaeire, Spinel, Dismas, Undyne, Xiao, Sunspot 💘
📅 Marsti 📅
Roles: Anchor (Accountability + Awareness of what all she would lose + Social consequences of dissociative behavior), Parental Figure:
(Motherly (no relation) in a firm, but very, very caring sense. Dual-wielding the maternal energy with Aberdeen),
(Steward(ess) #2 + Prioritizer (I work closely with Dismas, Jade & Hawks), Hygienist, Timekeeper, Housekeeper, Confidence Holder (Executive functioning, Personal hygiene, Overall responsibility), ComfortivePronouns: He/She
Genres: I like whatever until I don't -_-
I like these: evencare (xyz) - in the air + not a love song + lonemoon - day by day
Biography: (Host's) sense of control over herself has atrophied, and I am here to assist in remedying this
I guess I can be kind of tough about things but I'm not trying to freak her out or downplay her, I just think it's only right to help her out in this type of way -_-💓 Erin 💓
🦅 Hawks. 💖
roles: anchor (in order to not miss out on the pleasures of life. works with level, sunny, & zee), parental figure (caregiver. dad-adjacent to erin, but of no relation), sysparent to slash, fluorette, lil' emerald, spectra & christboi (also of no relation), steward #3 (collaborative effort alongside marsti, jadeite, karkat & dismas), pacific (collaborative, with level & zee) prioritizer, soother, delight (adventurous!), confidence holder (self-regulation + self-soothing), comfortive
pronouns: he/him
genres: anything calming, really.
tunes i love: d'Eon - #118 + Boards of Canada - Satellite Anthem Icarus + Tycho - From Home (Mux Mool Remix) + Washed Out - Soft + Tycho - Spectre (Bibio Remix) + venturing - For Miles + yyu - wish, karaoke 1, given, still + Drainpuppet - Out of it / With you + snowblower - schizophrenia diagnosis + former hero - dogyears + slowly, slowly - winter is coming and i wish you were here + instupendo - the good night, comfort chain, falling
biography: just vibin'. i know what host yearns for. i can provide it, it's no problem.
i'll always love that kid. i know she needs it, at time of writing, more than ever.💓 erin 💓 + 💢 burnt toast 💢
🌕 refer to me as "atom."🌕
additional name: vana (as in: vanagloria)
roles: comfortive, existential distractor, emotional regulator, emotional processor, symptom holder (mirroring my sister.)
pronouns: it/they/xe
genres: shoot me anything moody, or high-concept in terms of production or overall "vibe" (i'm open minded generally.)
favorite songs:
Lorn - Acid Rain
Lil Ugly Mane - Uneven Compromise
Oneohtrix Point Never - Replica
Burial - Forgive + Dog Shelter
Shlohmo - Trapped in a Burning House
Young Montana? - Wish Away
Astroblur - EMBARASSMENT
Bedwetter - Haze of Interference
Neo Petal - Sink
9lives - to the moon
The Pablo Collective - The Desecration of Pablo
SPURME - New Text Document (ft. Death0k)bio: the numbness proved to be much, for the other half of me that resides within the space in which i now exist. the billowing smoke of anguish furthermore dissipates. there will be further peace now that i am here.
...
i was created to furthermore lead to the dispersal of seemingly-unending pain becoming all the more doable, for the sake of everyone. i aim to help anyone who needs it, additionally.
...
feel free to talk to me about this kind of topic.
🍇 im zhiori. hey. 🍇
or: zhi. or zee.
roles: front buddy, emergency fronter, sleeper, comfortive, pacific (doin this shi with lvl & angelman), emotional regulator (an icon of ease), delight (absolutely coolin'), nostalgia holder (chill asf moments frm entire life) confidence holder (host's down-to-earth demeanor (combattin her sometimes tweaking))
pronouns: any idgaf
hella songs i love: trust me its fuckin huge
genres: same type shit lvl be on more or less-but broader: all things wavy asf: neo-psychedelia, hypnagogic pop, chillwave, indietronica, trip-hop, shoegaze, dream pop, vaporwave (slushwave, eccojams (sorta?)) soft / abstract hip hop, cloud rap, instrumental hip hop (the l.a. beat scene shi especiallyyyy dude!), chopped & screwed, whatever else, brah.
i eat hot chip but i tell the truth because im a real-ass 1 (One) til i die but i will never die bcs my soul is immortal n is tryna disperse into diff planes of existence yfm. ima be eatin takis in heaven though for damn sure
the trippy legendz rec list.
by level! and zhiori!
zhi: yo, ... again (lol.) so me and level overlap heavy w/ the music shit we like. so there's crossover btwn us both re: shit we listen to.
lvl: that bein said here is Big-Ass List Shit for a buncha the shit we LOVE. there be overlap asf and songs we both got listed mutually so ya.
zhi: we startin with mine.check it:
favs from zhi.
standing on the corner - sellin soap & girl
mike - october baby + investigate311
delroy edwards - scriptures (blu-j) + duck slick
slauson malone - off me! pt. 2 (ft. pink siifu)
pink siifu - on god
marshall4 - self-destructive (ft. mopearound) + macbook screen + justin (sketch03) + comet
dj boring - winona
clust.r - proud + your house
tirestires - shedding fur + new suburbs
neon indian - should've taken acid with you
rangers - woodland hills + zombies (night)
slowly, slowly - cant14keep15runnin16away17
young montana? - summer's lament
bmsr - last house in the enchanted forest + happy melted city + 256 colors + forever heavy
otxhello - depression
high tides - summer reflections
knx. - give + rude + opinyungame + allkash + rownmywai(TWRK) + trost.(issues)
tobacco - creaming for beginners
clouddead - apt a (pt. 1)(looped) + she's calling (instrumental)
odd nosdam - fat hooks + profane bong sue
jake chudnow - it's good to be d + dustin grieber
teebs - rains + why like this? + burner
boards of canada - left side drive
pbs'73 - hello sky
the fade beta - someday
flying lotus - puppet talk (space gang remix),
getting there (ft. niki randa), do the astral plane, massage situation, 1983, clown hair, my chippyyayayi - track 7 from s/t + this part from 666%
mndsgn - litobito(u) + eko
devonwho - far & far2, deep111alt
sensei himself - special olympics (the whole thing)
kill bill the rapper - cerulean (first part specifically)
j. dilla - purple + jay dee 42 + jay dee 43
vhs logos - dreams
telepath - new you + in time out
new dreams ltd - fatal
drainpuppet - burnt
vektroid - video update + motions feel (edit)
ducktails - landrunner
instupendo - earrings + the good night
yyu - 11pm breakfast sandwich
globalny odlot - (the text broke on this one lol)
du:it - konjexe
i aint even include everything, lawl. gnna update as i remember shi. (if u want more, @ me bout shit, simple as)anyway. onto the homie's list:
favs from lvl!
lvl: lets FUCKIN GOOOOOOOO!!! anyway.dig in, mothafuckaz:
young montana? - suchbeats (ft. stainless steele)
standing on the corner - sellin soap + off a little bit
yayayi - after playing gta v you feel like this + BEST PART FROM 666% THE BALL ANTHEM
slauson malone - off me! pt. 2 (ft. pink siifu)
globalny odlot - dźwięki stereo
kixnare - muzyka, blunty i słodycze
knx. - lookinop + wiijammin. + keepin(sunliteintro) + kandlewaxd + summaday_ + kallme_ + outtaheavn + alreadiknx (esp. the second part!!!)
clouddead - ram's crumpled horn (instrumental)
kare.pkg - "lost" without you
luvhenry - watch me now
sensei himself - special olympics (yes the whole album lmfao)
cade williams - 1800 instrumental
elaquent - year one + for you, anything
flying lotus - more (ft. anderson .paak) + robertaflack + galaxy in janaki + heave(n) + sultan's request + fall in love
delroy edwards - get the nutt + now u in my trunk
earl sweatshirt - the mint (ft. navy blue)
mall grab - can't
foisey - layitdwn
mf doom - doomsday
captain murphy - the prisoner (prod. teebs)
madvillain - all caps
quickly, quickly - swingtheory + graze
slowly, slowly - forgotten 4 + forgotten 1
sam gellaitry - sprinkles
thundercat - tron song
adé hakim (as sixpress) - fish tails
nujabes - aruarian dance
dakim - pulls
nujabes - feather (ft. cise starr & akin) + aruarian dance
ohbliv - luvpoem
omari jazz - dream child
teebs - pretty poly + piano days + holiday
culp - ch0rdembleu
not all of my fav songs somehow imma just get erin to update this lol (she's ok with it its ok im not fuckin makin her dosdkjflnsnjgfdmg)(ask me bout shit not on here or whatever i dont mind basically ever im FUCKIN CHILLEN)
zhi: ait thats it. as we said earlier we gonna add to this shit w/ time so. keep up if u interested i guess lol.
lvl: like comment subscribe! or im comin to ya house! #True
ulquiorra.
Roles: Emotional Suppressor, Apathy Holder, Truth Speaker, Emotional Processor:
(shock, confusion related, but can extend toward other feelings as is necessary), Trauma Neutralizer, Vault. Comfortive.
Ramlethal works under me, & I work under the, other Erin.
I work closely with Nuke + Atom, as well as with Fumikage & Shadow, whenever necessary, but I have a high level of fluidity, overall.
Pronouns: they/them
Music I appreciate:
Vektroid - Giza
Vektroid & dstnt - sh9h (Mostly, the first 10 minutes.)
Tim Hecker - Harmony in Blue IV
Tim Hecker - In the Fog I
t e l e p a t h - あなたの愛への憧れ
Akira Yamaoka - Black Fairy (Silent Hill 2 OST)
Alessandro Cortini - Chiaroscuro
Hilyard - Repose (The entire record.)
Yume Nikki OST: Martian Underground
Earthbound / Mother 2 Soundtrack: Giygas Battle
Thom Yorke - Pink Section
William Basinski - Melancholia II
Aphex Twin - Curtains + Domino
Genres: It doesn't matter, but I suppose I like ambient, and drone a lot.
+ I should note, I have a level of overlap with Nuke & Atom, regarding taste in music, so that's something to consider if you're willing to recommend me anything. I cannot guarantee that I will like it, but I appreciate the gesture, if you do send something my way.
Hello.
ramlethal valentine.
Roles: Emotional Suppressor, Apathy Holder, Truth Speaker, Emotional Processor:
(shock, confusion related, but can extend toward other feelings as is necessary), Trauma Neutralizer, Vault. Comfortive.
I work closely with/under Ulquiorra (who, also works under the other Erin), and whoever else they need me to work with, whenever necessary. I'm generally very active under them, though.
Likewise to them, I have a high level of fluidity, overall, regarding roles.
Pronouns: she/they
Music I appreciate:
Oneohtrix Point Never - Along (Promo Loop)
Oneohtrix Point Never - (???) (Promo Loop)
Max Cooper - Repetition
Oval - Octaeder 0.1
Sora - Re.sort (Pick any song from this.)
Steve Hauschildt - In Spite of Time's Disguise
Tim Hecker - I'm Transmitting Tonight
Boards of Canada - Corsair
Clark - Springtime Epigram
Genres: I cater to "Ambient" and "Drone", for the most part, but I'm curious about whatever anyone may or may not send me.
+ Like Ulquiorra, I do have a sense of common ground with Nuke & Atom, but also: I think I also can "get down with" music that Raven & Keigo seem to enjoy listening to, as well. But, regardless, do send me just about anything.
Greetings.
🎸 Howdy, I'm Xinyan! 🥁
Roles: Muse (Unconventional artforms and seeking all types of inspirations, across different mediums!), Confidence Holder (Regarding standing out, being proud of it!), Emotional Processor (Regarding...negative feelings that arise from standing out,) Musicnaut, Comfortive
Keepin' it cool with Mettaton, Vertex! & Raven!
Pronouns: she/her
Genres: ROCK & METAL!!! Edgy-type stuff I guess in general! Yea! Nothin' too SAD though! I overlap with Deluxe a lil bit! You can send me anythin' experimental though, I can find cool qualities in a lotta music!
A taste of my...Taste, YUP!:
Yves Tumor - Let The Lioness in you Flow Freely
Deftones - Swerve City
Bad Omens - Just Pretend
Bring Me the Horizon - Happy Song
Tobacco - Blow Your Heart
Tobacco - Father Sister Berzerker
Black Moth Super Rainbow - Gangs in the Garden
From Ashes to New - Nothing
Linkin Park - Faint
Attack Attack! - Stick Stickly
Parannoul - Analog Sentimentalism
Parannoul - Beautiful WorldI be tearin it UP! I got the beast within, yea! Well! To a degree, but. I don't let anyone tell me how to be! Especially not regardin' my love of standin out against all odds!
💗 Mettaton! 💗
Roles: Confidence Holder (Regarding overall artistic efforts, across mediums, and musical abilities especially!), Emotional Processor (Regarding insecurities, generally, revolving around reception & whatnot,) Soother, Musicnaut, Comfortive
In close alliance with Xinyan! & Spectra!
Pronouns: they/him
Genres: Many different types of pop & adjacent music, but especially when it's adventurous, and bombastic! Yes yes, yes! I also, like a lot of what Aberdeen also enjoys, mhm!
Lovely, lovely songs!:
Sophie - It's Okay to Cry
Neon Indian - Halogen
Clarence Clarity - Will to Believe + Porn Mountain
Porter Robinson - Get your Wish + Mother
Hype Williams - The Throning
Big Data - Bombs Over Brooklyn
Animal Collective - My Girls
Baths - Yeoman
Yves Tumor - Licking an Orchid
clust.r - proud
My darlings, I am here! Not just to bestow my radiant presence upon my host, and you all, but also...to stay! My permanence will light up the room, if nothing else! Hehe!
💀 Testament. 💀
Roles: Emotional Processor (regarding interpersonal relations, broadly & overall), Social Protector, Trauma Manager (social, as well), Intermediary, Rationalizer, Isolator (in certain situations-emergencies, especially), Comfortive
Working rather closely with Meow Skulls & Susie, with me acting as a mediator, in favor of keeping relationships persistent. Opposite of Lanque.
In additional alliance with Xiao , Raven , Nuke + Atom , Spinel , Fluorette + Solluxander , Karkat , Sally + Penumbra , Mewtwo + Ashura , Tokoyami & Lapis + Seven.
Pronouns: they/them
Music-wise, send me: ... Anything dark, really.
I have bias for: Shoegaze + Emo fusion, Metalcore
I also, sort of enjoy: Ambient, Drone, Blackgaze, Witch House
i have a lot of overlap with Nuke & Atom, as well. felt I should note that.
I like these:
FRCLN - Dignified Exit Society
∆XIUS LINK - KØHCTAHTA
puppygirlsoulja - skirt (ft. telescape)
Sea of Dogs - VI
Sea of Dogs - Unrequited
sonhos tomam conta - atrás das cortinas
glitchtrode - the day you left.
Dating - Still State
Tim Hecker - Sketch 1
Old Soul Dies Young - Jian
The Pablo Collective/PACOL. - The Desecration of Pablo
§E▲ - Blood Ties
Colin Stetson - Reborn
(there's a lot of songs I like, but I like these a lot... you're free to send me any recommendations, especially if they're Witch House, Shoegaze + Emo fusion, and Blackgaze.)
grand risings. navigating the world of social interaction, and affiliating with others, as well as dealing with ...many different characters and how they may affect you, depending on how you are as a person, generally speaking (there are often other factors, from what i gather,) might be hard for you, depending on circumstance, or...overall.
it's like this, for my host. you can understand why it is within my interest to help them out as is necessary.
i do like meeting new people though. so, there's that!
🕢 ravenshard 🕘
or: raven. or shard. or night. doesn't matter to me.
roles: front buddy, emotional processor (feelings of grandeur, as a defense mechanism of sorts), trauma manager + symptom holder & manager (religious trauma syndrome overall + existence dysphoria + struggles feeling "human" as well, the after-effects of lifelong ostracization & not being "understood"), rationalizer
i work with quite a lot of guys: nuke + atom, testament, xinyan, xiao, fluor + sollux, tomura, kaneki & tokoyami, yeah.
pronouns: any are okay, even neos.
genres: predictably basically what eireann enjoys but i guess the more experimental stuff, i incline toward, yeah. whatever she enjoys that sounds "alien" or "otherworldly" in a...sense, much as we generally vibe with the same stuff, mhm.
these bring me great comfort:
hyphyskazerbox - I Am Isolation
Young Montana? - Salleyduke
l'hiver blanc - it's not easy (ft. drainpuppet)
hyphyskazerbox - You're Backwards
limeboiler - forty-eight silt filters under a pile of bones
drainpuppet - out of it / with you
tirestires - new suburb before streetlights
astroblur - ghostly imprint of a thought
boards of canada - heard from telegraph lines
テレビ体験 - 夢へようこそ
a lot more than these, but. i don't know. i'll add to it later(?)
wasn't here. now i am. manifestation of sorts of...the culmination of a lot of delusional religious, indoctrination...type-things. and runoff from the effects of that that they would, have on..humans. here to help, ultimately. considering my... i guess, lonely existence before, me being able to comfort the, person to which i de-fragmented from is...therapeutic, honestly. hard to explain i suppose.
but hello. i guess i can be formal but i'm just trying to sorta, hang out & stuff when i'm not assisting with uh. the stuff i just mentioned.
🩸 KANEKI, KEN. 🩸
roles: anchor (i don't want her to lose herself in the madness), emotional processor (cptsd related: feeling tortured, constantly, by others and the world, relentlessly, even to the point of expecting it. feeling alone, regarding this, to the point nobody will ever understand, as well), rationalizer, trauma holder + trauma holder (persecutory-related events over the course of life), soother, comfortive
you could imagine i assist Dabi + Tomura, Nuke + Atom, Shard, Karkat + Ashura + Mewtwo, Xiao, Sally, Umbra, Tokoyami + Shadow, Lapis & 7. well, i do.
pronouns: it/they/he
genres: ...some combo of testament's taste, and nuke's, and atom's. ulquiorra's too.
cool shit, to me:
Vektroid - He Wanted to Read the Mind of God
Tim Hecker - This life
Steve Hauschildt - Where All Is Fled
Lantlôs - Minusmensch
Sadness - In the Distant Travels
Sybyr - I Wanted To Die
Checks - Unwell (It Never Ends)
Dating - Looks Like Towers Will Make The Difference
bedwetter - stoop lights
Lil Ugly Mane - SLUGS
Boards of Canada - Semena Mertvykh
astroblur - i miss the old me
biography: i never don't feel, dead. it's unending. there's no escape. i must find solidarity. there's got to be a way to liberate myself, but, until then.
i need to. find someone. maybe my solidarity will fulfill them. maybe it will fulfill me, enough to ease the pain. i don't know.
i have an oppurtunity, with my host. i intend to savor it.
👻 i'm sally. 👻
roles: anchor + syllogist + rationalizer + emotional processor (anti-psychosis aid, regarding delusions of reference), isolator (in case of bleedthrough to external relations, backing up penumbra), comfortive
here to help: Penumbra, Kaneki, Fluor + Sollux, Nuke + Atom, Umbra, Lapis + Seven, Mewtwo + Ashura, Tokoyami + Shadow, Testament & Ulquiorra.
pronouns: he/they
genres: metalcore (!!!), atmospheric black metal, blackgaze, shoegaze + emo fusion, alternative metal
i like these songs a lot:
sadness - in the distant travels
gris - le gala des gens heureux
bring me the horizon - the comedown
quannnic - life imitates life
deftones - leathers
quannnic - snarky
bad omens - glass houses
by all means send me any recs but especially atmospheric black metal, been meaning to get into that more.
biography: the paranormal & generally mysterious are quite the fixation for me. i'm intimately pretty familiar with what does and doesn't constitute that.
just seems that erin doesn't entirely grasp what is and isn't real, what is and isn't "against" her. so, figures i should help out.
penumbra. it's fitting.
roles: anchor + syllogist + rationalizer + emotional processor (anti-psychosis aid, regarding delusions of persecution), isolator (in case of bleedthrough to internal relations, backing up sally)
working with + alongside: Sally, Kaneki, Fluorette + Sollux, Nuke + Atom, Lapis + 7, Mewtwo + Ashura, Tomura, Testament & Ulquiorra.
pronouns: they/them
genres: nothing happy, that's for sure.
these are very favorable:
Dean Blunt - The Narcissist
William Basinski - Disintegration Loop 1.1
Boards of Canada - Twoism
Kikiyama - Dark World (Yume Nikki OST)
Shlohmo - The Best of Me
Earl Sweatshirt - solace
laura les - ditch a body in the laundry (ft. dylan brady)
about me: low-radius dim light in a dark room, in a sense. being attacked is a very fuckin real thing to be scared, of honestly. but there's a difference between self-defense and self-sabotage masquerading as help. it's just self harm.
here to stop that shit, now.
I AM MEWTWO.
Roles: Rationalizer, Comfortive, Emotional Processor + Regulator:
Anger & Frustration, regarding external stimuli.
Additionally, backup for Ashura. Reports to Karkat.
Assisting: Karkat, Ashura, Kaneki, Fluorette + Sollux, Nuke + Atom, Penumbra, Tokoyami + Shadow, Lapis + Seven, Oblivion, Shigaraki, Testament & Ulquiorra.
Pronouns: Any are applicable.
Music-related: Not sure where to place myself regarding genre or, songs. I guess I'll try to be open-minded, if anything is sent my way. I don't really see a purpose in listening to any. Still, go ahead if you want.
Biography: To simply put: my complex & layered struggles with my genesis/creation have me very, very aware of how to handle them, within myself, and others. Particularly, as it relates to my outlook on those around me.
Given my manifestation & realization of goal within the system, I assume it's just best to take up this role. It only makes sense.
♠ i'm Ashura. yuh. ♠
roles: rationalizer, comfortive, emotional processor + regulator:
anger & frustration, regarding internal struggleshit.
aiding mewtwo when necessary. wrkin under karkat.
here to help: karkat, mewtwo, kaneki, fluor + sollux, nuke + atom, fumikage + shadow, sally, lapis + VII, testament & ulquiorra.
pronouns: he/it
genres: witch house, digital hardcore, power noise, rap metal, metalcore, power noise, trap metal. anything just fuckin aggro.
this shit is awesome:
james gorczyca - still fucked (prod. bruhmanegod)
dreamcrusher - suicide deluxe
purpp caddy - night vision w/ evileaf
eightiesheadachetape - in and of itself
johnnascus - monster withdrawal (prod. skotskr)
five star hotel - fail safe
eightiesheadachetape - (this got a longass title)
kute - avoid me 3
sybyr - pissin off (ft. $hy)
camomane & emune - flexas
chris††† - judas inside
my whole shit: i know pain. i know what its like to have that fucking inferno within tht can fucking escape containment and fucking ignite shit leadin up to a big fuckin explosion. not everyone rly does get it. i do have my moments (not really anymore but...ehhhhhh) but erin has it worse than me so i gotta fuckin help a homie out yfm
Fumikage Tokoyami.
Roles: Comfortive, Rationalizer + Trauma Holder + Manager + Soother (Aiding any, and all feelings regarding being "indefinitely poisoned by inner darkness," housing "demons," and whatever else falls under this type of anguish, broadly.)
I assist: Shadow + Zero, Xiao, Kaneki, Fluorette + Sollux, Nuke + Atom, Ulquiorra, Sally, Lapis + 7, Raven & Mewtwo.
Pronouns: He/Him
Genres: Anything dark & rhythmic, thank you.
I really like:
Akira Yamaoka - Results Screen (Silent Hill OST)
Volor Flex - You in Me
llwll - (Are You) Alone
Burial - Ghost Hardware
Swyvern - Bliss (w/ Nyteout)
AgonyOST - All Collapsing
Lorn - Entangled
Astroblur - you never get used to it
Glitchtrode - ble_eding
Tennyson - Habitat
YUKAI - Crystal Butterflies
kedy_selma - tired of being tired...
Purpose: Navigating the seemingly-endless onyx-colored, windless abyss with my Host.
To free her.
Lapis. Lapis Lazuli.
roles: comfortive, syllogist + emotional regulator + processor + rationalizer (trust-related issues regarding interpersonal affairs)
i help these guys out: penumbra, mewtwo, seven, kaneki, fluorette + sollux, nuke + atom, grenade, lanque & testament.
pronouns: he/she
genres: anything emo with, singing i guess
yeah:
kaydence may - motel room
jane remover - let down
quannnic - what does this room look like
puppygirlsoulja - would u
d0llywood1 - itwasmyfaultyouleft
defaults - the city / cover
quinn - if your phone is leaking ...
satanstompingcaterpillars - oat
teen suicide - (this has a long title)
purpose: i got ahold of my trust-related stuff so well that i've taken up trying to build up a normal sense of faith in other people.
i've spent too much time running & i feel like this'll really make up for a lot of it.
7
roles: comfortive, syllogist + emotional regulator + processor + rationalizer (remedying failure to trust oneself.)
collaborating with: sally, ashura + mewtwo, lapis, kaneki, fluorette + sollux, nuke + atom, tokoyami + shadow, lanque & testament.
pronouns: any.
genres: dark stuff with guitars. (most of the time)
i really like:
yves tumor - recognizing the enemy
quannnic - south
dextro - break off
greet death - do you feel nothing?
dating - we put things in the water
bring me the horizon - suicide season
lil ugly mane - headboard
shlohmo - asleep on the 22
sonhos tomam conta - corpos gelados, manhãs de sol
reserv - fortunate one
declare your funeral - seed
here, now: fallen, recovered. rebounded. rebirth into independence. self-reliance. confidence.
assistance is required from me to achieve a healthy endpoint. it needs to be reached.
no matter the odds. no matter the cost.
hellflare
roles: anger holder, attacker:
(specifically, to outsiders, out of "self-defense")pronouns: he/him
warning: a mournful, dangerous beast. needs to be kept at bay, at all costs. there is no good to come from his awakening. nothing.
has existed for a long time now. the extent to which he has damaged her interpersonal relationships extends from roughly, ~2015 up to this year, as of writing (April 20, 2024). not disclosing what occurred, but it has brought the host to a point of... wanting to end herself, to put it bluntly.
("SUPPRESSED", BUT INTERROGATABLE. NO POWER OVER ANY DECISION-MAKING FOR HIM IS TO BE HAD, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.)
Shadow, the Hedgehog.
roles: comfortive, rationalizer + trauma holder + manager (aiding any, and all feelings regarding being "bound to perpetuating the cycle of abuse," as well as "never being able to overcome the torture to the point it defines me," and whatever else falls under this type of agony, broadly.)
i assist: Fumikage + Zero, Xiao, Kaneki, Fluorette + Sollux, Nuke + Atom, Ulquiorra, Sally, 7 & Mewtwo.
pronouns: he/him.
genres: shit that reminds me of my personality in sound or lyrics.
all of these are good:
five star hotel - dissociation
linkin park - in the end
lorn - weigh me down
from ashes to new - nothing
kikiyama - martian underground (extended)
chris††† - i am death
lorn - diamond
from ashes to new - farther from home
lil ugly mane - achilles foot
bedwetter - raging bull
bio: fucking struggled for ages finding out who i am. learned a lot about myself in the process, good and bad. i hated every minute but it was necessary. i thought all i fucking was for years was just a grandiose trauma response assuming some type of biological form.
this, concept isnt me. and i can't let anyone around me think that it's them, either.
SATORU GOJO! :D
roles: comfortive, protector (against the prisoners.)
+ i work with shoto & deimos & report to xiao!pronouns: he/him
music-related uhhhh: come back later(?!)
bio: straightforward! erin imagined at several points me protecting her from her dad and his bullshit so here i am! no doubts i'll be able to handle the scary guys o_o
My name is Shoto Todoroki.
Roles: Comfortive, Warden (Against the Prisoners.)
+ I assist Satoru & Jak.Pronouns: he/him
Genres: I've not thought too hard about it before, but anything relaxing, I suppose.
A good example: bod (包家巷) - Dedicated to Beerwizard
About Me: There's a lot to me, overall, but. In my learning to channel my determination for success into unleashing my full potential, there's a lot of power within me I can put to good use.
This is a pretty great oppurtunity to show that.
DEIMOS!!! 😎
ROLES: Comfortive, Warden (Against The Fuckerz)
+ I HELP OUT THE COOL PSYCHIC DUDE & THAT EMO BLONDE WITH THE !!! BADASS !!! GREATSWORD.PRONOUNS: I'M A GUY!
GENRES: Hype-ass BULLSHIT! (I guess a lot of what Crimson Bro likes too!)
ACTUALLY... HERE U FUCKIN GO:
Death Grips - The Money Store (THE WHOLE THING)YEAAA: Erin had a like really crazy dream involving me SHIELDING HER during a (really fucking sucky!!!) traumatic like scary-ass memory recall...thing!
MAKES SENSE I PULLED UP, THEN! TIME TO ACT IT OUT FOR REAL!!!
Peridot Facet-2F5L Cut-5XG.
...or, just "Peridot." I think that's simpler.
or: peri.
roles: core-level (overall) syllogist + archivist + rationalizer + internal self helper (serving under fluorette), emotional processor:
working with everyone that fluor is working with, overall, generally.
pronouns: she/they
genres: generally identical to fluor's taste patterns, at least musically. (ooh. uh. three time's a charm!)
highly favorable songs, to me:
Clark - Ted
Ilkae - Aerokiwi Lagoon
Emeralds - Science Center
Plaid - Wallet
Steve Hauschildt - Arpeggiare
Monoceros - Monocrom
Boards of Canada - Dandelion
Richard Lacy - Eye Contact (inst.)
this is the vision: https://youtu.be/Js02m-7qHyE
Bootysoft Donatello
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© Gravity System. All rights reserved.
or: donnie, bootyshaker9000
roles: core-level (overall) syllogist + archivist + rationalizer + internal self helper (serving under solluxander), comfortive, emotional processor:
co-operating with everyone that sollux is working with, generally, overall.
pronouns: he/him
fav. genres: i guess identical to sollux's taste except for when it's not (i really mentioned him 3 times on this page lol)
that good stuff:
Boards of Canada - Untitled (Machinedrum Edit)
Squarepusher - My Red Hot Car
Randomer - Huh
Oneohtrix Point Never - Zones Without People
Gimmik - Let's Play Cricket
Claude Speeed - Fifth Fortress
Elecktroids - Perpetual Motion
Aphex Twin - Flim
The Flashbulb - Mellann
i need to be this: https://i.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/newsfeed/001/176/251/4d7.png
blackscream
roles: persecutor-traumaholder:
(seemingly, the manifestation of the host's harsh inner critic.)pronouns: it/its
warning: absolutely fucking dangerous to host, considered a top-level threat, within its ability to not only hinder her functioning, but to induce enough distress to quite literally "power up" the attacker + persecutor.
once a part of sam, dragged out to lessen his power, but also so we can isolate this specific ability of his and neutralize it.
("SUPPRESSED", BUT INTERROGATABLE. NO POWER OVER ANY DECISION-MAKING FOR IT IS TO BE HAD, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.)
chronolock
roles: memory handler-persecutor:
(initiates forced recall of negative memories at random intervals. ensures the host does not know peace. works alongside deaddrill often.)pronouns: they/them
warning: given the complete unpredictability of this fucker's tendency to mess up the host's daily life (to either induce, generally potent or extreme amounts of stress & anguish), their cell is to be constantly kept at (very) low temperature and monitored regularly to ensure they cannot "run" properly. (they are machine-like in nature, but to a...incomplete degree?)
(ONLY SOMEWHAT "SUPPRESSED". INTERROGATION POSSIBILITY PENDING BUT IT SEEMS PRETTY UNLIKELY!)
deaddrill
roles: depression holder-persecutor:
(catastrophization and rumination are the absolute name of the game for this one. no better way to put it. works alongside chrono often.)pronouns: they/them
warning: there's no time or warm-up, and the absolute intensity of this one's effect on the host is unbearably fucking agony-inducing. we absolutely need to keep this one under AS MUCH control as possible.
their cell is to be constantly kept at (very) high temperature (they thrive within the cold. it powers them) so they're unable to operate at anywhere near ideal or let alone maximum ability.
(SATISFIABLY "SUPPRESSED". INTERROGATION POSSIBILITY IMPOSSIBLE. FOR NOW? WHO KNOWS. FOCUS ENTIRELY ON KEEPING AT BAY.)
devil
roles: emotional distressor + intentional harmer:
(he is just trying to turn us against each other to ensure there is chaos amongst us and that we ultimately can't help the host.)pronouns: he/him
warning: we do a consistently good job whenever he does interfere with alter-to-alter or alter-to-host relations, but we shouldn't get complacent. all of us have to be thorough regarding things we did/didn't say and note how shit might potentially be in/out of character, immediately.
this one is just very fucking dangerous. all of us need to take him very seriously.
(IN SUBMISSION. NO INTERROGATING POSSIBLE. FOCUS 1000% ON SUPPRESSION. NO MATTER WHAT. WHATEVER IT TAKES.)
Jak.
roles: comfortive, warden (against the prisoners.)
+ i assist satoru & shoto.pronouns: he/him
music stuff?: i honestly dont care that much but i like angry-ass shit for the most part (i guess)
about me: here to kick ass.
dax is my homie. forever.
Cloud Strife.
roles: comfortive, warden (against the prisoners.)
+ i assist satoru & deimos.pronouns: he/him
music: (shrug.)
about me: a sentinel.
Daxter!
roles: ??? (lol)
pronouns: uhh. male?!
genres: THE HELL ARE THOSE?
about me: I love the LADIES!
jak is my fuckin BOY!
RED
OR. VEIN. I like that name.
ROLES. TRAUMA HOLDER. ANGER HOLDER. EMOTIONAL PROCESSOR. EMOTIONAL GUARDIAN. CONFIDENCE HOLDER. I am the MANIFESTATION of the BACKBONE THAT she YEARNS TO LET FREE IN THE NAME OF HONEST-TO-FUCKING-GOD JUSTIFIED SELF DEFENSE. THE INFERNO WITHIN.
MAKING shit WORK with Karkat, too.
NOTING. Once HALF of Flare. I was fucking LIBERATED from that horrid form by Solitaire. I knew the WHOLE FUCKING TIME I was within its MIND-ALTERING CLUTCHES I was doing some HEINOUS SHIT. I HATED it. Especially because: I KNOW BETTER. Now, I get to prove it.
PRONOUNS. HE/IT.
MUSIC SHIT? THIS IS MY FUCKING THEME SONG.
I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU SEND ME AS LONG AS IT'S LOUD AS FUCK.ME? I'm not gonna fucking bite you. NO NEED TO BE SCARED. I feel like if you are, you...Might have some shit you need to RE-EVALUATE.
MODIS OPERANDI: I fucking, REFUSE. To let, ANYONE categorize Erin as a fucking DELUDED BEAST.
I FUCKING REFUSE to let Erin, IN A FUCKING, FREAKED OUT...MESS OF EMOTIONS, THINK THAT she is, for ... ONE SECOND, ANYTHING RESEMBLING A FUCKING RABID ANIMAL LIKE PEOPLE HAVE TREATED HER LIKE for, far too fucking long. FAR too fucking LONG.
I, am NOT HERE to TEAR HER AWAY from her fucking relationships like GOD-FUCKING-ZILLA stomping ALL OVER JAPAN. I AM HERE, TO ENSURE THAT SHE DOES NOT TAKE ANY MORE BULLSHIT from ANYONE mishandling her.
WHETHER, IN THE BACKGROUND, OR, DIRECTLY:
NONE. of this shit gets by ME. none of it.
I'M SUSIE.
WHAT THE FUCK IS UP.
roles: confidence holder, rationalizer, emotional processor + regulator (for social anxiety.)
Posted the fuck up with skullz (TEH HOMIE), Testament & Lanque (who are my bosses but they're chill as fuck thank god)
pronouns: she/he/it
genres: literally the exact same as grenade & blueflame to be quite honest with you.
about me: Host needs a fuckin social realist. that's me. yup.
meow skullssss lmfao
roles: confidence holder, rationalizer, emotional processor + regulator (fuck social anxiety!)
here 2 werk with susie & serve tht cool reaper they & teh cool vampire he B)
pronouns: she/her
fav songs: pick literally anythin from this. but also i fw this shit heavy lol
about me: yes i will chief that shit and by "that shit" u know exactly what i mean bro
Cyno.
Roles: Anchor (for everything, overall), Rationalizer + Syllogist + Truth Speaker, Emotional Regulator (for everything, overall.)
This is a three-way effort between me, Fluorette & Solluxander.
Pronouns: He/Him.
Music-wise: Send me anything that reminds you of the desert.
About Me: Here to bring further stability.
nia
roles: trauma holder (tortured feelings circa-2000 to 2013), soother, comfortive
pronouns: she/they/it
sound bias: low fidelity. (not mandatory, but it helps.) downtrodden. low-tempo, if there even are drums
comforting:
kikiyama - block world (yume nikki ost)
quinn - horizon zero dawn
twine - pendant
deadmau5 - creep (original mix)
osquinn - birthday girl
아버지 - 감기
aetent - never see you again
jane remover - cage girl (original mix)
bedwetter - this in not my stomachreality: i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares
lacey.
roles: trauma holder (tortured feelings: 2013-ongoing), soother, comfortive
pronouns: she/they/it
music interest: anything evocative of like 2000s era nostalgia i guess. or just nostalgia in general. if nothing else, anything nocturnal. idk
i need these to be stable i feel like:
infinity frequencies - pulses
lackluster - thor's magic bathtub
boards of canada - the smallest weird number
omori OST - h20 hcl
instupendo - six forty seven
callasoiled - tatasumu
prefuse 73 - it's crowded
clams casino - cupidwing
former hero - dogyears
maplestory OST - missing you
young montana? - summer's lamentabout me: just watch this
erin
roles: emergency fronter, rationalizer, emotional guardian & neutralizer, protector (against the prisoners, in case of emergencies/as backup.)
pronouns: they/them.
music interest: surprise me.
songs i like: ask me.
about me: i'm here.
ruf1oh!... };)
roles: comfort1ve, soother, pac1fic
pronouns: they/them.
type of songs 1 l1ke: lmaooo 1 dunno! anyth1ng?... but sh1 that rem1nds you of an1me 1s a B1G plus... 1 l1ke what zh1 & lvl be on, though...
my anthem: Skrillex - Bangarang (ft. Sirah)
yoooo!!!: PARTY TIIIIIME LOL
tr808@andromeda:~$ sudo apt-get install mallek-adalov
roles; comfortive, soother, pacific, anchor (specifically as it relates to past friends/damaged relationships, just so she doesn't get lost in the past, you feel me;)
pronouns; he/they;
about me; erin's fuckin partner in crime, lol (platonically...but also not just platonically, hehe;)
we = so similar it = kind of amazing, only makes sense;fav. genres; literally anything trappy, hip hop (overall but not all the time w lyrics), hyperbounce, brostep (sometimes);
that good good;
injury reserve - jailbreak the tesla (ft. aminé) (favorite!)
...pick any song by sam gellaitry (lol) but esp. this one
sango - me dê amor
carbine - save (ft. kuru)
skrillex - the reason
bladee - be nice 2 me
lucy bedroque - hydroxycut (take it all)
jpegmafia - panic emoji
xyz - rush
kosu - fukashigi no carte. (remix)
lil ugly mane - throw dem gunz
blank body - wild enough (any beat by him tbh lol;)
carbine - end theory
xyz - wrongs (w/ nate)
yayayi - \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ (track 9)
yayayi - ///////////////////////////// (track 5)
kaynn - game point (flip)
soudiere - cough syrup (w/ jason rich)
「fluence」 - the villa
skorde - destiny
that one unreleased carbine song from dumfest
night lovell - beneath
Lanque Bombyx
roles: front buddy, social protector, soother, pacific, anchor + trauma manager + emotional processor + regulator (regarding burned bridges. too much time has been lost already, regarding fixating on those), intermediary, rationalizer, comfortive
allied with susie & meow skulls, mediating, but in favor of establishing distance, or severing ties when necessary. opposite of testament.
pronouns: he, or they.
about me: i don't feel like putting anything here.
music i like: a lot of stuff (not everything) that erin or mal sends me, really. or anything that reminds me of them. other than that, still figuring this out.
personal favorite: split between Holding On & Left Hand by Rosesleeves.
other favorites:
sam gellaitry - ...bruh
Flume - Vitality
scorpiioh - fall. (w/ xyz)
litsquad - carbine meets future bass producer
skyyward - actors
puppygirlsoulja - wonder why (+ginko, +lane)
koru - channel
Drainpuppet - Soy Milk
leroy - outside
carbine - lightaway (ft. bixby)
carbine - doomsday
astroblur - a love of dying misanthropy
👁️
i: zero. blink. wound. omission.
ii: i am not an "alter." i was not created. i formed against my will, to help her deal with unspeakable pain, exacted upon her intentionally, and unintentionally, through expected & unexpected sources, from outside of the body.
the other system creator. much as, the fruits of my labor, spoiled rotten. or, so i thought, for a while. it's complicated.
roles: co-host, comfortive, rationalizer + trauma holder + manager + soother (reassuring her that she, generally, is more than what she thinks she is.)
aiding: shadow + tokoyami, xiao, kaneki, fluorette + sollux, nuke + atom, ulquiorra, sally, lapis + 7, raven & mewtwo.
pronouns: any.
???: when people see past her. it's me.
it's always been me.
elwurd 😎
roles: love manager, rationalizer, romanticist, emotional regulator
posted up with spinel (w the whole love shit)pronouns: he/she
about me: the plug 📲
fav. genres: heavy overlap w mal tbh. i just love shit about trapping and flexing overall
theme song: you better listen
polypa.
roles: social protector, rationalizer, emotional regulator, isolator (just in case.)
(relationship-rushing restrainer + boundary enforcer & maintainer (overall.) working with testament & lanque, along with whoever they additionally work with)pronouns: she/they
about me: 🤫
fav. genres: generally "edgy" shit but nothing too crazy
i identify with this: carbine - camera
🍎 dave 🍎
roles: comfortive, front buddy, soother + anchor + emotional regulator
(hard to put simply but basically as someone erin both relates to in terms of overall vibes but also shared struggles ill be useful with trying to get through to her when she gets really isolative and reclusive and shit in a bad way)pronouns: he/him
yo: if i put like "the stridermaster" it might sound kinda shitty but also it does sound cool or cool-ish. theres a fuckin unsubtlety to how batshit like self indulgent it is which kinda makes it cool in a sort of "man he really does not care" type way but also i mean it does sound fucking corny also. ok im indecisive here i'll edit this again later
fav. genres: rap/hip hop (hella different kinds i dont give a shit really just send whatever but it better go hard otherwise there will be problems my friend)
fav knxwledge beat: LookinOp.
🍊 dirk 🍊
roles: comfortive, soother + anchor + emotional regulator
(Both given my...hard-to-articulate feelings regarding how I feel versus everyone else around me (I don't mean this positively,) and the fact that Erin has a lot of bias toward me, and has for ages, I think I'll be useful regarding getting through to her in times she hides from others, irrationally.)pronouns: he/him
fav. genres: Rap/Hip-Hop (Of a plentiful amount of differing styles.)
fav knxwledge beat: kiss(kallbak)
cesium.
roles: emotional protector, comfortive, trauma + emotion holder:
(overall feelings of distrust & betrayal. yearning for vengeance, additionally.)pronouns: they/them
about me: i will be my own hell, because there is a devil inside of my body.
fav. genres: more open-minded than you'd think.
fav song: Lorn - Anvil + Diamond